Same counts for me too. I would love to give mapping a start but with the upcoming wedding I am not likely putting 19usd per month in, specially since i am in no way anything like a programmer, have no clue about C++. But I loved messing around with UnrealEd making severe attempts in creating maps etc. Took me days though for a simple box with lightning and some pillars, but it is a great way to start learning these kinds of things and get familiar with it (and hence, building the community further with enthousiastic mappers, skindesigners etc) For me that was a MEGA addition to UT’99, being a lovely game but with educational factor in it as well.