No worries, everyone rolls differently. But imho, dissecting working sample projects (mini-games) are the single most useful tool ever… Example: Community-Tools. Whereas Epic docs? 
Youtube tutorials? 
Unfortunately though as explained here, Epic let Community-Tools die which is such a waste. 
Sounds interesting… For anyone else coming along in the future, maybe link to those (if they’re not behind a wall)…
@LoadCreator Last thing to keep in mind. Games aren’t really like real-life or really any other area of life or tech work. They are their own weird subculture quite separate from anything else that you’ll probably find yourself doing in life. So some areas will just take time to assimilate. So don’t be hard on yourself… 