Don’t give up SORiN! Nothing in life comes easily, especially indie development. As many alluded to above, we have to constantly motivate ourselves to keep pushing on. It’s hard work, but you can do it even if it’s only a little at a time. Don’t give up on your dream. =) The marketplace is a huge resource you can make use of, it is expanding every week with quality content and you can make requests for content packs that may be suitable to your needs. I hope you continue to press on, but wish you good luck in wherever you decide to go. =)