Come on . Let’s work through it brother. Give it a little time. Baby steps, baby steps. Can’t join today and quit today. We are all trudging through this in the beginning. It gets easier as you go along. Blender is your friend. Download it and go through this:
http://en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Blender_3D:_Noob_to_Pro#Table_of_Contents
In a few days you’ll be on your way.
Peace