Do you know how much Unreal Engine used to cost for a licensed studio to work on it?!
If you want to try it you can pay 19$ and unsub. I can’t believe you are saying that paying 19$ for a million dollars software is too much for you. If it is, guess what: building a game costs tens of thousands of dollars no matter what engine you use for.
So… WTF why 19$ just to download it is too much?!?