Feeling lost

Thanks for the kind words. I’m probably just overwhelming myself and getting restless, because it’s hard to see incremental progress as you’re making it. VA is incredibly nice to offer and I am sure I would benefit a lot from some sort of human mentorship/guidance. I I have a long way to go, but I suppose I have probably made more progress than I think I have at this exact time. I know the best way to learn is by doing, and I’ve always been a hands on type of learner but it almost feels like a catch-22 sometimes because I don’t know how to “do” haha. I know it will click someday if I keep going, but sometimes it just feels like I’m learning wrong and I get really down about it.

By the way, is your name a NMS reference?