I do understand how difficult learning the engine can be. Do you have any tutorials in particular that gave you trouble as to why or how things were accomplished? Additionally it may be worthwhile to pop into the blueprint scripting forums. There are many in the community that enjoy helping new users! You can also find a lot of information in our documentation here:
and on the wiki here:
Finally, checking the blueprints section of the answerhub at http://answers.unrealengine.com can be extremely helpful for answers to specific questions.