Sorry if I came off sounding rude. Just give it some time your ability to learn and become good with this depends highly on your ability to not quit or give up when your frustrated. There really isn’t any smooth way to learn the program but if you don’t think this way is working for you there are paid courses you can take online or at colleges/university’s you can look into. 3D Buzz has some content you can look into as well (I haven’t used them before yet but their worth checking). But it will click eventually if you just keep at it and not give up. Best of luck man